HushRave Darling.

2010-08-20T01:53:00.001-07:00

Happy 21st.
................

2010-08-05T13:28:00.000-07:00

For you love.

You must be shocked right i`ve asked you to drop by here randomly.
Well ; this post is specially for you.

There`s no one other like you.
I admit at times you really hurt me badly.
But most of the time, you make me fall for you.

I know its not easy loving me.
But still , you make me feel so special.
You are getting used to my cranky irritating times.
Nothing was bad about me to your eyes.
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me.

You were always there to protect me.
There`s no darkness that i cant overcome.
You will not let me go thru these bad times alone.
I am really lucky to have you by my side.

When i`m out of control, you wont fail to calm me down.
You teach me to be more patient.
You even teach me how to forgive that person easily.

You just teach me everything about life.

You are the most precious person in this world to me.
No one would do this for me.
No one would go thru this bad times with me except you.

I aint the materialistic women.
All im looking for in a person is, a golden heart.
& thank god , i found mine.

& it will always be mine kan baby?
;)

Can't express the words
How much i loves you.
Muwahcks!!

and remember this first ever picture baby?

2010-07-29T14:07:00.000-07:00

Went nowhere.
Meet baby ; small arguements.
alaaaaa, biase biase jer tuh.

Haaahs.

Maybe sat babylove working.
If he work, i`ll meet up with my kpo boys.
:D

I need a new job.
Issit possible for me to work at hardrock back? Hehehe.
If can ok jugak.
:D

Then those idiot will shut their mouth and finally will get their own life.
Wait ok ass.

I`ll show you.
What i`m capable off.
& please , dont need to put an act infront of me.
I`ve went thru alot of people like you.

hahaha.
Klah, thanks mr bf for the day and the treat.
i hearts you kentang.
;p

2010-07-28T02:28:00.001-07:00

Well firstly i wanna thank god for giving me the peaceful and patients till today.
I found my peace and now i feel better.
Thank you my dearest cousin; khairul.
For cheering me up, and not putting me down.
Unlike someone.

Well; i still could not get over for what had happen.
There`s still some anger.
But.. I`ll keep it to myself.

I`m not the one who goes around and cries and ask for some sympathy even though i know its my fault.
So, before saying anything reflect it to yourself. ;D

And i would like to thank god for giving my dearest bf job.
And to those who always think lowly of us, go get a life . :D

Saying is easy babe.
Doing is not okay?
Well you still have alot of thing to learn.

I wont care what people will say.
Because the one who live my life is me.
Not you.

:D

Ok lar.
Now its my turn to get a job.
Insyallah soon.
Please god let me prove to those idiots that i could make it in life.
;D

Bye assholes.

2010-07-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

Well, eventhough things are bad at this time.
Im glad and thankful to god that i have him.

Happy 20th baby.
:)

2010-07-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

The things i`m goin thru is really killing me.
No one would understand me till they go thru what im goin thru now.

I really wish that my late grandpa is here with me right now.
I`m helpless, penniless.
All i can do is just shut my mouth and be patient.
But i just wonder, till when?

Saying ; "be patient."
Its the easiest thing of all.
Doing it, is the most hardest thing to do.

I dont expect someone whom i concern & love alot will let me end up in this position.
Is being selfish brings happiness for her?
Is testing my patient brings happiness for her?
If it brings , that its good for her.

You dont realise that you`re torturing me physically and mentally.

I will promise to stay really down for the sake of my mum.
For her happiness.

But please god ; i beg eu.
Please give me the strength to go on this test.
Im falling apart.

Please ya allah.
Im suffering deep inside and no one knows.

; thanks bf for your words.
I will always remember what you say.
" God will never give any test that you are not able to go thru."

; much love.

* you will always be remembered my dear grandpa ; rest in peace.

2010-07-15T02:21:00.001-07:00

The ups and down in life makes me crazy.
:(

2010-03-11T15:19:00.000-08:00

Alot to update.
Wait ok? :)

2009-10-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

Happy 11th months Darling!
Heee.
:)

I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU VERLI MUCH .

So, last sat i meet some wonderful people.
& here goes.
The pictures! :)

guess that`s all for today fox. :)
Going IMM later with gumok.
dada.

2009-10-17T15:18:00.000-07:00

Had fun with boyfie and his friends.
Not forgetting susie.
:)

Laff like fuck.
Heeee.
Thankiyou boyfie and friends to make my day.
Dah lame ako tk ketawe mcm gitu lar.
:D

& special thanks to naz and susie for your super dupper concern.
Its so sweet for you guys to escort me back.
Takot nahhhh org nak pukol.
Heee.

Love you guys alot.
Thanks boyfie for introducing to your wonderful friends.
:)

I LOVE YOU FAIRUL MOK.
:D:D

Later i update the pictures okaaay.

2009-10-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

Sup humans!

Life is getting better.
Thanks god for giving me such a patient.
& He had show me what is best/ not best for me.
Guess, i have to choose wisely in everything that involve my life.
:D

I`ll promise to prove to all those bastards that i would do good one day.
Eventhough for now im fcukingxzx broke!
Well in life, money is the issue.
& too bad for me.
My "friends" dont actually understand me.

Okay, enough about that.

Hmm.
Been meeting my lovely bf.
Now i spend most of the time with him, sis.
:)
Okay. Here`s some pictures to share.

Although at first it was kindda of lame.
I had fun though.

& yesterday,
We went to st james.
Ok lar.
Had fun!

i love this 2 angels.
:D

& actually there was alot more picture to upload lah.
I lazy.
Heh.
After club, we went to bb.
To meet him & friends.
Then suzie and sis decided to go home first as they were half drunk.
So i stayed with bf.
Haaaaaaa.
Had fun with him eventhough i`m actually shag too.
Sorry for complaining .
But you know, no matter what i still do love you right.
Haaaaaaaaa.
:p

Klar, now i want to sleep.
Shag like fcuk lar bebey.
Have a save flight mama.
& yeah, Happy birthday Maslinah.
;)

Think wisely before you speak anything.
;)

2009-09-30T14:07:00.000-07:00

i love maiyol.

forever.
Thank you for being there .
Thank you for being patient.

Your the best thing that happen in my life!

nite humans.
i love my boyfriend.
lovelovelovelovelove
:)

2009-09-22T14:01:00.000-07:00

sup humans.

Firstly, i wanna wish all the muslims,
Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin.
;)

For my first day of raya,
Seems to be fine.
Went home at 3 am.
Last house to go is kak noi house.
We had fun there!
:D

Ok lah, here is some pic of my lovely cousins & family.

my lovely princess! :D

family ..

best people in my life !

our principal . :D the best granny!

& the 3rd day of raye.
Went out with zana, khidir , mas and fadhil .

Okay nah , some pictures!

& yeah, if you notice boyfie was not around when we are at mas house.
He refuse to go to some reasonable reasons.
:D

But for sure lah, after that i have to meet him.

Klah, till here.
Im shag.
:D

And..
I miss my girls.
Meet up sooon babys!

my number 1 love.

:D

2009-09-19T02:18:00.000-07:00

Sup.

Anyways. Thanks Ria, And shahied for your sweet comments.
:D
I do appreciate it okay .

& Anyways.

*HAPPY 10TH ROCKING MONTH BABY!*

Thank you for waiting me patiently yesterday.
:)
That was so sweet.
Even though you cant fetch me from work ,
but atleast you waited me at cck .

I was so effing touch by your words.
I am not good in saying.
But this message is for you in case you read visit my blog.

Ive never expect we would go this far.
I wont forget our..
Ups and downs .
Our world wars.
Our hard times..
Everything..

Yes, on that point of time is the most irritating things that may happen to us.
But..
Infact, those things make us go stronger.

Thanks for changing for the better love.
Like you`ve said to me.
No one could ever replace me in your life rite?
There goes the same as me.
And i cant live without you too sayang!

:)

HAPPY ROCKING MONTHS!

2009-09-11T14:01:00.001-07:00

Sup.

Firstly i want to congratulate myself for getting a new job.
Ever since the sales assistant job.
That was last year december.
hahaha.

I know very long already.
Thanks caca for the recomendation. (:
I own you one.
& also, i thank god for giving me this job.
I think he`s the only one who understand me , and know whats the best for me.

Life is getting harder.
Yeah, " cabaran , dugaan bulan puasa".
But.
This is too much.
Yeah, im thankful and i own alot to my dearest family.
But that doesnt mean you all can treat me like how you all treating me now.
Yes, i may be useless.
I know.
But please, im still ur family members.
& if you still dont think that way,
Just think,
I have feelings.

You know.
All this while.
They are the ones i love most.
The one i treasure most.
I would do anything for them.
Yeah, maybe for you its just some words that anyone could say.
But believe me.
I`ve done alot for this family.
Yah, not in money.
But.
Nahh, its okay lar.

Yeah.
Im one bad example to all my beautiful nieces.
Yes, im useless. Bitchy.
& all those negatives things.
But,
I swear, i wouldnt even want them to end up like me.

If you think all of you wants to pinpoint me,
its fine with me.
Really fine.
Because i know where i stand in this family.
Only god understand me.
& maybe by him giving me this job.
Will make me feel better.

Thank you allah.

& thanks girls.
For being there.

& not forgetting my lovely bf.
Thank you so much.

You gave me the strength & comfort that i needed now.
Maybe i`ve lost it from my wonderful family.
Thank you for giving it back to me.

:'(

i miss talking and laughing with mama.
seriously.
if only she could understand and try to think positive about me.
:'(

nyte.

2009-09-07T13:36:00.000-07:00

Im sorry baby.
I regret that very moment.
Im really sorry.
I deserve the things that you`ve done to me.
As i was also too much.
& im just testing your patient.

I really do appreciate the change that you`ve done for me.
You`ve tried to become the best boyfriend ever.
The most sweetest person ever.
Everything sayang.

Eventhough everyday we keep on doing the same thing,
we still enjoy every bit of it.
:D

I wont get bored of you.
I promise.
You`re my sunshine.
My teacher.
My brother.
My enemy.
My Bestfriend.
My counsellor.
My clown.
My model.
Everything.
:D
Thank you baby.

Yes partly i want you to change to be better for us.
But not for me.
I want you to do it, because of you , yourself.
But..
Im just happy that i could atleast help you.
I mean i could atleast guide you all along.
To change you to be a better person.

&
Maybe that`s our worst arguments that we had before.
:(
I really dont want that to happen again love.
Im sorry.
& i love you.
alot.
:) mwah!

& IM PROUD AND GLAD TO HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL LIKE YOU.
(``v``) FAIRUL WAHUB! :D

2009-09-01T13:12:00.000-07:00

Sup earthlings.
:D

Firstly , i want to wish my mama a very happy birthday.
;D
& i love you so much okay.

& anyway....
I`ve cut my hair.
:(
I dont like it actually.
But, since mr bf fantasize girls with short hair.
I`ll cut this hair just for him. ;D

His been behaving well nowadays.
Always try to make me happy.
His extra patient.
Hee.
Sorry bie ;D
Im super CPO went it comes to eu .
Thank you for all your precious words.
:D
Im just soo happy you`ve change for the better.
Thank you love. Thank you very much.

& eventhough i know my hair is abit ugly.
You still say that it suits me well lah.
Turn you on lah.
What la.
Hahahha.
Thank you for giving me such confident.
I cant afford to lose you .
:D

& anyway.
I dont need any gifts from you.
Having you is my greatest gift.
& i dont need anything except you.
:D

Klah , till here.
Nites humans.
:D
I LOVE MAIYOL ALOT! :D

♥MAIYOL.♥MAIYOL.♥MAIYOL.

2009-08-29T18:10:00.000-07:00

Sup earthlings.
So, went town with sis & bf.
Hahaha.

Blame sis.
She`s the one who ajak him.
Hee.
Bcos she wants to avoid him from calling me 24/h.
& maybe we will always ended up argueing & after that i dont have the mood to shop with sister.
Hahaha.

& As per normal.
We are late.
Hahaha.
& as usual, sister keep on nagging.
Hahahaha.

So after meet ups at Far east plaza
We break fast .
& walk2 .
Actually, ther`s nothing much to see over there anymore.

So, we move to lucky plaza.
She bought me perfume.
Heee, tats what im dying off now!
Thankiu ;D

After that we went to taka to find some gifts for zana.
;D
So, bought her musical box.
Her favourite.
& so, we 3 people came out with an idea.
To just pop up to zana crib with a cake.
Konon- konon surprise lah tu .
Hahhaa.

But actually we did surprise her la.
Hahha.
I know she dont expect us to do all this.
;D

& poor bf.
I know ur upset.
Bcos of your pass birthday.
;(
Im sooo sorry my dear.
On that point of time, im really broke.
I`ll make it up to you soon okay love.
;D

& after that, lepak for awhile and went back.

&..
Today actually im abit impress by what he said.
Nowadays he tried his very best to make me happy and make me feel special.
Ok,
Let me share with you about my sweet boyfriend.
;D

Randomly he asked me.

Him; So, hows your day today?
Me; Fine..
Him; Fine ajer ? Taknak tnyer ako ?
Me; Yahhhh. and so hows your day? -.-''
Him; Actually, i love my day. Because ive spent my day with my gf.

Haha.
Actualy i dont expect him to answer me that way.

And....
I came up with one stupid question.
Hahaha.

Me; arhh.. prove to me now ahhh. how much you love me?
Him; erm erm .. i tk tau mcm mane. * muke blur*
Me; ahh!! you tk sayang i!
Him; erm erm erm. ala.. eu know i love you so much.
Me; not enough! hahaha.
Him; you nak i prove you with money? Gifts?
Me; NO! i dont ask for that.
Him; i betol tk tau.Im not good in this. But kalau eu nak i ketok pintu bilek mama now
& say i want to marry her daughter i can.
Me; siow ting tong ah kau!
Him; Repeatly say " i love you ".

While he keep on saying that, i was smilling secretly.
& act serious infront of him
Hahhaha.
See? How cute is he.
& thats the reason why i really love him.
;D

Thankiu for being the best boyfriend ever.
Hahha.
You are the only one who can entertain me.
My rudeness.
My irritating.
My childish moment.
My crazy moment.
My ugly moments.
My feeling gorgeous moments.
My kakak- kakak moments.
EVERYTHING.
& lastly, my paranoid moments!
Hahahha.

Thank god i found you mohd fairul . ;)

Nites humans.
I`ll always pray that my life will be better one day.

2009-08-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

Sup earthlings!
Hmm.
How do i start.
Supposingly, yesterday was a happy occasion for ma family.
But.
Some people are too childish.
& be so inconsiderate.
I hate that kind of people.

& i was abit pissed.
& mr maiyol was waiting for me from 9+ to 2+ under my void deck.
& of cos, nas accompany him lar.
Haha.
But that was sweet.
:)

But, im sorry for being rude.
Im pissed.
& i just dont know how to control when i meet you.
:(
But thanks for being very patient & comfort me.
I feel so warm with you by my side.
:D
Thankiu love.

& for today, im going out with sister.
To town.
Maybe do a lil shopping.
Heee!
KAKAK DAH GAJI.
:P

hehehe.
Oklah, nak siap.
:D
Update you soon.
& niwaes,
Tomorrow is zana birthday.
Finding her present.
:D

Bye humans.

2009-08-27T13:48:00.000-07:00

Sup earthlings.
:)
Been meeting lovely girlfriends & my dear BF.
So today after break fast with family,
Mama decided to go to SS supermarket to buy some kitchen stuff.
So, i accompany her.

After that went to lot 1 to meet up gfs & mr maiyol.
Lepak for awhile only
Bcos it was already late too.

After that Me & mr maiyol meet zana , mas.
Lepak for while.
& ..
He decided to do somthing to his eyebrows.
Heeeee.
So, i help him.
But dont worry.
His eyebrows is not like those typicals matreps.
Very thin.
I just keep it neat.
Not that berbulu.
Hee!

& since mr maiyol cant pangsai for few days.
Due to eating like a pig.
I decided to buy for him the whole packet of yakult.
Because kakak say, drink yakult.
Maybe can help.
Hahaha.

The weather nowadays.
So cold.
:D
nice weather to sleep.
heeee.

& okay.
i ask a random question by asking him this.
Me; you sayang i tak?
Him; Sayang, eu know i love eu so much.
Me; Bluff! Proof.
Him; Mcm mane nak proof kat Sms.
Me; Boleh pe! nak tk nak je.
Him; Aku md fairul bersumpah bahawa aku cinta shikin dah bkn wanita laen!

Aww.
That was so swweeeeet!
Its very hard for him to say all these things okay.
Once in a blue moon only.
Hahaha.

Klah .
Till here.
:D
Nite humans.

i sayng you lah bodoh.

2009-08-25T12:04:00.000-07:00

Sup earthlings.
So , firstly lets welcome this respectful month.
Fasting month.
Yeahh, Its been 4 days already.
Too busy to update . Heeh!

So..
Mr maiyol & me had promise somthing.
Hee.
1 month okay.
:D

Besides that, last saturday,
I meet all my beautiful girlfriends.
Its been a long time since i meet them.
:)
All was there.
& as usual , mr bf was there too with his friends.
:)

Lepak till 11 +
den all of us went home.
As usual , he went back here.
Hee.

Sunday go out with family.
We buka puase at Simpang bedok.
I ate the Beef steak.
It was brilliant.
:DD

After that, we headed to geylang serai.
Not many shops.
Mama started shopping already for the house.
& she bought me some beautiful light to put in my bedroom.
Thanks mama.

& monday ,
i went interview at hardrock cafe with peylus.
The interview went well.
But eventually, they didnt give us a call.
Its okay.
I can try harder.
:)

& after the interview.
Me, Peylus & Inah break our fast at lot1 macdonald.
Our favorite place.
hahaha.
& den as usual.
Lepak with other girlfriends.
Mr bf also have with his friends.
I was not in the mood on that day.
Partly bcos of one person rudeness.
So, im sorry babylove.
Because of that person i keep on scolding eu.
& didnt talk to eu that much.

& at night, me and him argue.
:(
About.......................
haiz .
I dont know what to say.
Im sorry if im being very defensive.
But i do love them.
Like how i do love eu.
okay?

& please.
Dont go to ur bad ways anymore.
I dont wish eu to go to that time anymore.
No more okay sayang.
I dont want people to keep on talking bad things about you.
As ur girlfriend, it feel so sucky when i heard all the bad things about you.
But not to worry.
I wont believe any of them okay.
Because they just couldnt see how i see you.
Your special in many ways okay love.
Never say you`re useless.
You are never useless.
:)

No matter how bad the situation is,
My love for you wont even change abit.
& im very proud,
You actually change for the better.
:)

& people; we have been fasting for this 4 days okay.
Very good.
:D

& im thinking of scholling at cosmo school.
Still discussing with parents.
:D

& im going for an interview tomorrow.
With zana.
Wish me luck people.
:D

Nites humans.

i ♥ maiyol!

2009-08-20T13:51:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

Been a very long day for me.
Stayed home all day long.
& i really mean it.
All day long!

Mr maiyol is tired.
So, he`s getting very grumpy nowadays.
Not fair for me.
:(

He gets grumpy, and my mood swing.
When this 2 emotions clash.
& ..
Start the world war again.
.......

We had one just now.
But, for awhile only.
:)
Im sorry if my words are too blunts at times.
But yours too ok!
:( ; so its fair! Hmph.

& i know you`ve been reading my blog nowadays.
Hehehe.

& my dear laydsha recommend me some jobs.
I really do hope i`ll get the job.
Pray for me okay.
And fasting month is comming!
Woooo.

Im suppose to be sleeping now.
But, after putting down with mr maiyol ;
Me & sis was browsing some bags for our hari raye.
Hahaha.
& we talk2.
Eat2.
All lah.

Now she sleep, i cannot sleep.
:@

Im suppose to wake up early today for my interview.
Hahaha.
Zana will be mad if i cant wake up!
Hahhahahaha.

Klah, till here ass.

ily bodoh.
:D

2009-08-19T01:42:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

As usual, been spending time with him lately..
I just feel this few days i need him around.

So, yesterday went lepak with zana & bf.
Me & bf,
Mas & bf.
The lepaking session was fun at first with zana and bf.
After mas and bf arrived, dah mcm boring plak.
Bcos my bf is the one who entertain them.

Hahahaha.

Klarh, tats all humans.

&...

* HAPPY 9 MONTHSARY BF.*

:))

No more other words could describe how i feel towards you.
Thanks for being patient for all this while.
I love you. very very much .
& i hope you feel the same way too.
:D

2009-08-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

Confuse, no mood these days.
& mr bf had been so sweet these days.
Im sorry.
My mood swing is like fcuk!
& im really sorry Mr tarling.
Thanks for behaving well these days.

I dont have the mood for everything.
I feel like giving up in everything.
Yeah, for eu readers or passerbys.
When eu drop into my blog, my story is all "emo" story.
But Hell shit .
Only if you`re in my position, i guess ur worst!
Haiz.
Im trying to stand up for my myself.
To be strong to go thru my pathetic life.

I dont know lar.
I hope i get a job soon.
very soon.

Klah, till here.
Mr maiyol, Dont worry ok love.
I still love you like how i did for the first time.
:D

2009-08-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

Sup humans!

Will not be around for this few days.
:)

Going to visit susie today.

My body been aching like nobody business.
Painful ok .
:S

& anyways mr bf ;
Get well soon ok love.
I miss the noisy & irritating bf .

MISS YA!!

2009-08-11T04:16:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

Been busy nowadays.
So mama went off to indonesia last thursday.
No one wants to drive the car back.
& last resort ; i called my far far cousin to drive the car back to cck .

& so, after that we had our late dinner at lot1.
Had fun actually with cousins & sis.
After our dinner , meet mr bf at lot 1.
:D

So, from thursday to saturday i spent my day with mr bf along.
Friday was nothing,
lepak at my house with naz .
Saturday ? last minute plan .
Kak ija ask me to tag along to town.
So, bf tag along too.
Oklarr, quite tiring..
When back and sleep like pig.
haha.

& sunday i spent my whole day at home.
Bf wants to go town with his guy friend.
So, i give him a chance to spent time with his friends la.. Hahaha.
& ..
My dear susie gave birth!
& so on monday i went to visit her at kk.
Her babygirl was damn cute.
LOVE LOVE LOVE THAT BABY!
I`ll upload the picture soon okay?
;)

& on monday mama is back!
:)
So after visiting susie at kk ;
went back to cck & meet mr bf at lot1.

Like i say,
Yes he wont forbid me from going anywhere.
But just wait, on the middle of my outing, he will sure appear.
Hahaha.

& yes, he may hurt me like nobody business.
He may not give me what other boyfriend did.
He may not treat me like a pampered princess.
He may not buy any expensive gift for me.
He dont need to do all this things to show me his love.
Just being himself is enough for me.
:)

Thankyou baby.
ILY.

Bye humans.

2009-08-05T12:07:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

Very shag today.
Went swimming with zana & mamas.
It was like last minute plannig.
Thanks mas for the dinner.
:)
Had fun..

Im sleepy.
But....
I dont want to sleep.
Dunt know why.
Hahaha.
So tomorrow mama going away again to Jakarta.
:(
Monday morning than come back.
Very sad eu know.
Susie is going to give birth soon.
I`ll always pray all the best for her.
=))
Cant wait to see her babygirl.
:DD

Bf sleep early.
& im bored too death.
He likes to scold me nowdays.
:(

Yeah, i understand his tired.
But..
He dont have to treat me this way right?
Not fair for me.
:(((

Bye ah.
I want to rest.
want to merajok.
Let me pujok my ownself.
bye.

2009-08-01T15:51:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

Been a very long day for me today.
Spent mine whole saturday with my beloved tua.

I want to watch those fireworks badly.
But tua refuse to go.
Because many mats lah, what lar.
Nonsense.
Gfs are all busy.
:(
I miss them , really.

Mama & kakak went to arab street.
So, my baju raye this year.
Colour green.
& its mak mak green ok. + bunga-bunga.
Like WTF.
Stupid bf of mine laff at the kain.
:'(
Luckily the second baju is black.
Well.
Ok lar tu.
Better than nothing.
Thanks mama.

So when mama & kakak went to arab street,
Me & tua bf busy planning what we`r going to do tonight.
So..
Suddenly, we plan to catch a movie.
THE HANGOVER!
Omg.
9/10 ok that movie.
I cant stop laughing.
Thanks tua, for that movie.
:)

Right after that movie.
We went drinking.
& meet zana , mas.
Just for awhile i guess.
:S

Me and that tua had a good talk today.
Without realising,
We`ve known each other for 10 months.
& we`v been together for 9 months.
Hahahha.
So fast!

Dont worry mr boyfriend.
I may have alot of fucking guy friends.
But, no one could replace your place as my sweetest bf.
:)

ILY.
alot i mean.

bye humans.

2009-07-30T21:23:00.000-07:00

Sup humans!

Firstly, i wanna thank god that he finally got a new job.
Im so happy for him.
:)
I`ll just hope he would stick to this job.
Not because i want his money or something;
I just want to change the way how people look at him.
Insyallah ok darling..
Everything gonna change soon..

My stomach nowadays very pain.
& i mean it. FCUKING pain.
Haiyaaaaaaa !
Actually nothing to upload .
hahahha .
Now i wanna siap and teman my busu go rebond her hair.
Sleepy + bored.
Help someone!

bye humans.

i got some crazy pictures.

feeling-feeling indie . hahah!

Hobby baru die.

My new gf !

Jantan gile ako.

Yeahh!!!

He bully me!!

See? He bully me.

:)

"handsome nyer aku...." * nak muntah.

& not forgetting. This babycake. I love herrr!!!

k thats all humans!
bye

2009-07-26T15:31:00.000-07:00

Sup hummans.

So today i start with a stupid & boring day.
Do nothing at home.
Didnt went to JB.
As my sister is not following.
So i just sit at home quietly.

Watch the liverpool & singapore match.
I knew it.
Liverpool will win.
TORRESSSSSSSS.
:))))))))))

At night meet that gundu boncit boy.
Talk shit. Eat shit all together.

& now.
I cant sleep.
Bcos of my stupid sleeping disorder.
Very frustrating ok!!!!!!
:@:@:@

bye humans.
shall update again when im free.
& aniways ; she said that im friendly.
Like whatever.
:)

**will always hope that you would change soon....

2009-07-25T15:53:00.000-07:00

Sup humans.

Life getting better.
Abit better.
So..
Just now went to nenek house for kenduri.
Very fun.
Get to meet all my crazy cousins.
:)

So, maybe im going to JB with kak ija & bf.
Erm.
Actually i have alot of things to update.
But lazy.
Heeee.
Mcm mane tuh.

So didi is getting on my nerve lately.
Trying to avoid him.
As my Mr Sexy Boncit is back! :D

Im happy as i can be.
Thank you for coming back into my life.
I know.
You feel so useless & bad after what you did all this while.
But..
I always have this believe.
You would change. Not now, but soon... :)
You`re like apart of my life.
You know all my little secrets.
You know my weakness.
You know what i like/dislike.
You know how to make me smile.
& you just know how to make me love you more.

Maybe others couldnt see what i could see in you.
You`re just special to me in some way love.
No one could replace your love.
Never.

We`ve gone thru thick & thin together.
I appreciate every moment that we`v spent .
:D

& to my dearest gerlfies.
Thanks for supporting me all this while.
I appreciate for what you girls did for me.
:D:D
Hope to have fun with you girls sooooooon!!!
I miss every single of you!
:)

& of cos, i miss him too. ;)

Bye humans.

**our very first picture. :)

2009-07-19T13:56:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Sister Darling.
Sorry if i dont have anything for you yet.
But.. For sure, im blissful to have someone by my side.
Regardless in any situation.
When Im down, You bring me up.
When i need someone , you`re the first one to be there.
For all my 19 years of life being your sister.
All i could to is to be very thankful to have someone like you.

You treat me like one small kid.
Eventhough im 19 and big enough to take care of myself.
You would protect me from any harm.
You wouldnt bare to see me suffer,
Regardless in anything.
Especially when im hungry.

When im moodless,
You will try your best to be very patient with me.
When im rude to you,
You try to talk to me nicely.

I just dont need to tell you whats wrong with me.
By my face expression, you would know.
No one could understand me like how you did for this past years.

Im sorry if your 22nd birthday doesnt sastify you.
I promise you...
I`ll make it up to you..

Your the best sister i could have in my whole life.
I love you kakak.
:)

This month is a very bad month for me.
Fairul left me.
& i have lots of problems.
& the most saddest thing is.
Today is actually our 8 months together.
:'(

Yes.
Im smilling & trying to change things.
But i just cant.
Bcos he mean everything to me.
We do things that other couples wont.
We have the same chemistry.

I just wont forget those memories.
Eventhough you hurt me this much.
I still do love you like how i used too baby.
Eventhough i know,
For now your trying to avoid me.

Maybe for you, i meant nothing.
But for me, my world is you.
:'(

* Happy 8 months*
:'(
i still love you.

tc humans.
Life is very hard on me nowadays.
:'(

2009-07-14T14:08:00.000-07:00

Washhupp mama.
Ok humans.
Time is very bad nowadays.
But.
My gfs/ family members.
They help me alot.

Well, life have to move on.
I cant stuck on him right?
Well, to think back.
He doesnt worth my time actually.
Only girls that wouldnt know him would be with him.
Hahaha, maybe for a few months?

Maybe he`s lucky to get a girl like me huh?
Heee.
Well, im thinking the bright side of life.
Partying, laffing.
Doing all my stuff.
Im goin to be like what i am.
Im not ending my life just bcos of you gundu!
Maybe on that point of time, Yes i did think that way.
But come on larrrr.
Hahahha.

Its hard... But.
im gonna forget him..
I dunnoe when.
Let nature take place.
I have all my wonderful gfs/ family around..

Ok, and yes! this thursday.
Im gonna like party like a rockstar.
Maybe will be bringing fadli along?
Hahhaa.
Eu noe i noe girls.
:D

Klarh humans.
Tats all!

2009-07-11T13:52:00.000-07:00

Im single.
I hate you.
Thanks for dissapearing with all my things.

But thanks to my dearest gf.
Who give me soo much strength to move on.
I love you girls.
Thanks for those effort to come down to my house.
Im sorry to make you girls worried as hell.
Dont worry, i wont die so soon.
:D

bye humans.

2009-07-06T13:48:00.000-07:00

Hello humans.
Saturday went kak noi house.
House warming.
Meet all my relatives.
Talk2.

At night meet him, inah , ahmad .
Lepakk .
But for awhile only uh .
Then....

The next day.
We plan to go to bugis, town.
But last minute change.
As kak ija boyfy wants to tag along.
So as my lil rascal boyfy.
So,
We went suntec city,
Followed by vivo.
Meet his friends.
& as usual, we argued for awhile.

& today.
Meet inah, again him.
Argue big time.
But, after we meet, we try to compromise.
So, we did.
I hope that arguements wont happen again.
Cause , its really bad.

& now, actually im bored.
Dunnoe what to do.
Thats why i update.
Hahaha.
Wednesday going for interview with gfs.
Hopefully i`ll get the job.
Insyallah ..
:)
Klah humans.
Nites.

** & he said, nothing is beautiful than me.. :)

2009-07-01T15:22:00.000-07:00

Yuhooo!
Sorry for the late update.
:D

Today watch movie.
TRANSFORMER.
:S
Went with boyfie,Kid,Ina.

We were expecting the movie to WOW us.
But......
Dissapointing.
Firstly because, we HAVE to get the second FRONT ROW.
Pinggang saket jack!
:S
The movie was so draggy.
I still prefer the first movie.
THAT WAS WOW!

After movie, had our late dinner.
Lepak, drink!
As usual he always want to get me drunk.
But too bad, i wont.
Its not because im a good drinker.
Its just that .
I dont like to do this activities with my bf.
Mcm tak best gitu.
Jager conduct ok.
I only drink till i drop with my gfs.
:D

So.. the drinking session was a bit bored.
So.....
At 2.
We went off.
& before that took some pictures.

So... I did have a good time with him.
Its been a long time i had this feeling .

Thanks for the movie love.
:D

& today i ask one stupid question.
By asking.
Me ; biler kiter break agak nyer eh?
Him ; Biler kiter mati. Till death do us apart. -.-
Jawapan typical.
Tapi sweeet jugak.
Susah nak dgr die ckp gini.
LOL.

Klah humans.
Aku nak tido.
Besok maybe gi dblo gan ina.
:D

Nyte.

** nothing could replace the love that we`v built ..

2009-06-21T15:09:00.000-07:00

Yuhoooo!
Sorry for the late update and relinks.
My blog got something wrong.
Hahaha.

Been spending time mostly at home now.
:(
Bored lah, what to do.
Tuesday my court.
Aiyaaaa . Si beh sians . :((

Actually dont noe what to update.
Hahahaha.
Thats all i think .
:D

I MISS YANABAYBE.
ahahhaha.
Ako rindu time keje gan kau.
:D

MISSS YOU LIKE CRAZYYY.

& lastly.
** HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY BABY :D

I LOVE YOU.
will always.
:D

Tats all fox.

2009-06-15T13:58:00.000-07:00

Hallo people.
Sorry late update.
Heeeeeee.
Erm.
Speaker rosak.
:(
Very marah ok this one.
Cannot hear my songs!!

Been meeting him nowadays.
ERRR.
hahaha.

Niwaes, i miss my gfs.
Serious.
Mcm rindu nak ketawe kuat-kuat dgn dorang.
Dorang lah yang selalu make my day ok.
:D

Hope to meet them soooooon!
Tomorrow maybe pipi going to sleep my house!!
Yeahhhh , tido umah nini !
:D
Aku dah lah tk boring2 lagi .
hehehe.

Niwae, im going to dye my hair to dark brown or black soon.
1st thing bcos of i wanna find a job real soon.
2nd , he keep on complaining that i look like one minah & not only him, many says that.
So,
Im going to really dyed it to some dark coulour okay.

Klah, im abit shag now.
& a bit hungry.
Been eating like pig nowaday.
Hahaha
Makin bertambah laah babat aku ni.
Tapi tkper, cute k.
Hahahhaa.
Diam k. biar aku puji diri aku sendiri.
DIAM.

& yes, mama bought a web cam.
She called it camera web.
HAHAHAH.

So, ako try2 lah dgn org msn aku.
Hheehe.
Die ni kwn biase je.

ni die. hahahha

kLA.
AKU ngantok
bye asshole.

Kalao kau tk suke bace pasal life aku.
Dont even bother to remember whats my blog link k.
Atau nak seybok2 click2 name aku yng cute tuh.
bye

**im trying to be very patient.. :)

2009-06-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hellow fellows!
Heee.
Im abit angry now because my dad reformat my comp!
All my pictures, music all gone !
:(
I hate it.
I hate this part. hahaha.

Ok .. & so.
Yesterday went to dblo with ina syg, and mamas darlz.
Hahaha. Romantic kan 3 org.
Si pandai ni mati2 nak pakai heels.
Hahaha. Kan dah keluar muscle kaki.

Ok lah, even though 3 person, we had fun !
Lagi2 ina.
Hahaha.
Dance2 , Drink2 .
Im not drunk lah . Tipsy only.
Org yang kiter tak kenal , kiter main bobal je.
Hahaha.

Den.........
Mas & ina knew this group of boys.
Which i dont know anyone of them.
At the dancefloor they were actually sticking with us uh .
Offer us drinks and ciggarates.

After the party ended.
We were siting at the fountain!
&.. hahaha.
One of them is my lil bf cousin.
Nasib baik conduct ako kat dlm bagus tadi.
Pheuw.
And some of farul friends happen to be bf friends.
OMG.
Our circle of friends is so small!
So bf decided to tell farul im his gf.
:S so insecured.
Hee.

Then very penat.
Kaki ako dah mcm baru balek menuai padi.
Only gfs know why. hahah!
After that meet bf .
:D

Klarh.
Update again later.
Dada. Loveydovey!

** we just cant get enuff of each other honey..

2009-06-09T13:28:00.000-07:00

Not in the mood at all.
Hope things will get better.
Everything.
& Im sorry to everyone if i ever hurt your feelings in any way.

:(

** i hate myself for loving you this much ,

2009-06-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hellow fellows!
Yersterday was fun.
:D
Went town with sis.
She bought me nike slippers.
Hee.
Thanks baby.

& at night.
I went to kumar night at hard rock cafe.
Wohooo.
It was effing fun i tell eu.

Went with kak noi, abg poji, kak ija and kak noi maid.
Hahaha.
Korang penah dgr tak org gi tmpt mcm gini bwk maid?
Hahaha.
Sexy gile ok maid die.
:D

So..
Kumar was very funny lah as usual.
Hahaha.
Had fun. Thanks abg poji and kak noi for ur treat.

So.. Dlm kul 2+ the show ended.
So we headed to kak noi house.
Nak antar kak noi as kak ija was driving.
I was a bit tipsy uhhh .
Kak noi house was beautiful.
Wooo.

After lepak for awhile.
Then we went home.
& talk to my babyboi. :)

& niwaes, tat idiot dunt even call me.
hee.
Next time dont carik pasal or talk rubbish ok.

Klah till here!
Lovey doveys.

Miss him . :)

** nothing gonna change my love towards you baby..

2009-06-07T15:00:00.000-07:00

Hellow fellows.

Im feeling a lil bit down.
Angry.
All mixed-up.

Im sorry my dearest boyfie.
Why should i always have negative thinking about you.
:(
Im so sorrry.
I should just be ignoring that idiot.
& be very matured on this.
& trust you to settle all this by yourself.
Im sorry for being so childish.
I hope you understand why i react that way just now.
With the situation im in.
Sorry for those vulgarities.
Thanks for taking some effort to meet me today.
I know you`r scared.
Heeee.
I appreciate it alot bby.

& hell yeah.
Thanks mr stranger.
For your advice.
You wake me up.
Thankiu very nice.
:D
Dont worry, you`re no longer stranger to me now mr jude.
Heee.

Thanks for being patient all this while honey.
xoxo.

**some people are just jealous of us honey.. They need our attention.. hee..

2009-06-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

Hello fellows.
Sorry if i take a very long time to update.
Lazy to update .
Hehehe.
Mcm nak delete je.
Macam je.

Ok, so went back from KL.
Kl trip was tiring.
But had fun too.
Miss him so much , was touch when i read the msges he sent me when im in KL.
Hahaha.

So went back to singapore on wednesday night.
Meet him .
:)
Eventhough im tired, i meet him ok!
So nice of me right?
;p

Next day went to town.
Celebrate my babygurl ina birthday.
A small one actually.
Everyone was around, except naddy!
Boyfie and naz was around too..

Nowadays he tend to be everywhere around me.
Hahaha.
Tau pon kau takot eh seytan .
But i do appreciate the times he spent with me..

Everything seems fine nowadays.
Hopefully it will remain this way.

All this while, ive been waiting for this moment.
I knew it . You would change.
I dont expect much , but at least a little change would do.
& you did.
Im really proud of you!

The feelings get stronger as days goes by.
Not only by your words , but by your reaction too honey.
Thanks for appreciating me.
Not only me, but our love.
:D:D

Much loves honney!
lovey dovey.

having you by my side is the most happiest moment ever..

2009-05-30T13:48:00.001-07:00

im gonna miss my girls !
Im gonna Miss MY BF.
Im gonna miss my bed!
Im gonna miss SINGAPORE.
Hahahahaha!
:(

2009-05-29T23:47:00.000-07:00

Aku tau.
Dah bezaman ako tak update.
Hehehe.

So firstly , ako nak share gan korang pasal birthday party aku.
& i would like to thanks all the people who attend my party.
Yang ade , ako tak expect diorang datang.
Thanks to my dearest family.
Especially to my beautiful mumy & sis.
There were the ones who made it happen.
:D

Supposingly , have to cut cake at 830 .
But, since my mr president came late, everyone have to wait for him.
Hahaha.
I was so happy on that day.
Every one was there.
Thankiu everyone.
Especially to my dearest GF & My CUTE ex school mates!

Ok, so here`s some pic for yah!

My dearest family.

My deareest Gf ! ;)

Yang ni ade yang baru balek keje. Teros dtg, touching kan! :P

Dearest cousins..

2009-05-13T12:22:00.000-07:00

Been spending the whole sickening day at home.
Meet my lovely gf, zana.
No mood to party.
No mood to celebrate birthday.
I dont know.
& worst still boyfie is sick!
& he is really in pain.
How i wish, i could do something that could make him feel better.
Seriously..
Get well soon honey.
:)

Tomorrow going dblo with gfs and sis.
Hope this one will cheer me up.
Because for now, im really down.

So ass holes, dont make it worst!

Well bestie sham could not make it this saturday.
Rahman too.
As they already try their best to take a leave on that day.
But their work place need man power.
& ladysha too.
She cant attend.
Erm, well.. i understand.
Because she took leave especially for me.
For dblo.
:)
But after work she`ll be meeting me!
Heeee.
Well this news is bad enough.
:(

PLEASE DONT MAKE IT WORSEN .
OK?

I feel this is so unfair.
Seriously.
& i feel no one appreciate me.
Im not important.
Errr.
Fcuked birthday!

Phobia of my own birthday.
Somthing bad will always happen on my bloody birthday.
:(

I wish this 19 birthday i would have a great one.
Till here.

So long sucker!

***you make me feel special by your love fairul.

2009-05-12T14:05:00.000-07:00

Yohoooo! Birthday coming baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
So exciteddd!~
Actually my birthday is on may 18.
But,celebrating it advance.
On 16 May.
Heee.

Thanks mama & kakak ,
For organising my 19 th birthday .
:D
Love you!

& on 18 may.
Most probably me & boyfie and friends going to ZOO!
Like at last!

But just now naz say, if can wait for him to get the free tickets.
Alaahhh.
But i want to go on my birthday sey!
:(

& just now, lepak with cuzz linsa .
Erm , meet mama at lo1 .
Book cake at royals.
Heee! Cake ako sedap lah sey.
:D
Thanks to mama.
Mama spent 90 bucks just for my cake.
Haaaa.

Ok den lepak with boyfie .
Naz , linsa .
Den later part kakak also have.

Then..
After that me and boyfie had a good conversation.
Which touches my heart.
:)
im so glad that i found you!
Although ur pain in the ass at times.
Your trying ur best to change.
& that is the most sweetest thing ever.
:)
Its only about the job.
If you and i found a suitable job.
We are totally fine honey!

Cant wait for saturday.
Im asking all my babys to wear blue.
:) Including him!

Okay honey!
I`ll update soon jackass!
Lovey Doveys.

2009-05-06T14:16:00.000-07:00

Hey fellows!
Do nothing today.
As usual.
Wake up quiet late.

So, do my daily routine.
Then at night meet gfies up.
Then , recently kakak tell me about mama plan to
have a celebration for my birthday.
I dont know if i wanna celebrate or not.
:(
If i organise some small birthday parties,
i promise i`ll invite all my classmates, Long lost friends.
:)
I miss you guys!
:D

Ok..
& so.
At 1030Pm,
Went to lot1 .
Meet up Shasha, Fiyfe , Mira , Wan & dunnoe another 2.
Actually i know them lar.
But forget the name. Hahaha.

Then, went back at 1 am.
Watch dvd.
Mallcops.
Very funny show.
Hahahaha.
Me & busu cant stop laughing.
Including nely.
:)

& then.
Talk to him.
& surprisingly..
Today.
We didnt argue! Wohooooooooo.
Hahaha.

But..
Even if we argue everyday.
We just cant stop loving each other.
:D

It just make us understand each other more.
& stronger. Hee..

Next thursday going dblo!
wohooo.
cant wait for the day!
:D

LoveyDoveys.

** Lucky we`re in love in every way..

2009-05-05T10:26:00.000-07:00

I suppose to go for a job interview with ina and fiyfe today at town.
But..
Due to lack of sleep, i overshot .
Tried to open my eyes.
But failed.:(

So instead of going for the job interview; i went to chill at Gfs crib.
Lepak and do nothing.

We lepak till around 950.
Then me & ina went home.

Went home.
Lepak.
Watch dvd.
Argue with him.
& i know he`s hiding something from me.
Whatever it is,
I dont want to bother anymore.
Sick & tired!

I`ve been very patient with him & tolerating his nonsense for 6 months.
I dont know if i can still tolerate with him.
Well, only time will tell .

Klah.
Till here.
No mood.

Loveydovey.

**how i wish you could love me like how i do love you.

2009-05-03T09:57:00.000-07:00

Been busy these few days.
Been spending time with him and gfies.
Rebond my hair.:)
very cheap eu noe.
heee.

Friday,
Go woodlands . meet susie .
She accompany me to saloon .
Long time never see her .
haaaas .
Den at nite meet my zana , and mas .
Lepak for awhile.
Den meet abun and friends.
Chill at abun cribs.
Then , we went to Pasir ris.
For prawn fishing .
Abun bought me a absolute vodka. Rasberry.
Sedappp.
Thanks abuuun! :)
Haaahs .
Went home at 9 in the morning.

Saturday,
Meet boyfie at cck .
With his friends.
He wants to introduce me to his friend.
Yan.
Erm, so we went drinking, with fiyfe.
And after tat we went to bb.
Lepak .
except for fiyfe.
As she was not that well. :D
So, we lepak westmall at first.
Den move to ameer block.
Lepak, laugh all.
Went back at 230.
As usual, me and him argue .
-.0

And today.
Went to lot 1 to meet gfies and bf and his friends.
lepak all the way till 1130.
Went home.
& im so disappointed with him.
He starts his bad habit again.
He broke his promises.
:(

He lied.

And now, im dead bored.
Klah.
No mood to elaborate more.

Loveydovey.

*** thanks for dissapointing me,.

2009-04-29T13:37:00.000-07:00

Hello fellows!
Im bored.
Cant talk to boyfie tonight.
:(
i miss someone .

& thats my dearest boyfie.
:(

i really miss the part when both of us are falling
for each other.
Heehs.
Beautiful moments honey.

Now also best lah.
Hahaha, but not the same.
Hahaha :P

Well, today do nothing at home.
Sleeep, eat, watch tv.
Enjoying life!
Hahaha.
Like i say, i need a freaking job soon.

Okay, i promise.
Next week, im going for job hunting.
No more lepakings.
Enough okay ashikin.

At night meet my sexayy beautiful laydsha.
So, she talk to me about something.
Really pity her.
Well, we have to be strong .
I understand, its not easy for her to move on.
But, in this case, you really have to okay sayang.
I cant do much for you. But.. what i can promise
eu is, im always here to listen to ur problems.
I pinky promise okay sweets.
I`ll hope you`ll be stronger as days goes by.

Okay. After that went home.
Had a long talk with busu and sister.
Haaahs.
Tomorrow she off.
So can spend more time with her lor.
Tomorrow going to accompany ina to job interview.
Wish you all the best darling.
:)

So.. Sis keep pestering me.
About my birthday.
Wanna make party or not.
I dunnoe.
But i do appreciate her efforts.
Asking me this.
Eventhough sometimes, you a pain in the ass.
You`re still the best sister.
:)

I really dunnoe what to do.
Mcm tknak celebrate like that.
Seriously..

No mood.
Maybe partly , im doing nothing.
No $ to spend & enjoy on my birthday.
& worst still.
Boyfie birthday also comming.
:(

So, lets hope by next work ,
im already starting my new job.
Hopefully.
Heeeee.
I miss shopping!
Oklah.
Till here.
Loveydoveys.

***your love is enough for me honey.(:

2009-04-28T12:15:00.000-07:00

Hello fellows!
Yesterday was quite busy.
So no time to blog. Heee.
Ermm. So today, i went for my stupid court case.
WTF.-.- Waste of time.
So, postpone to 26May.
Thanks to my both dearest gf; Ina & Fiyfe.
Dorang lah yang selalu teman aku.
:D Thanks gfies !

& after that court thingy.
We went to causeway point.
Eat . Lepak . As usual .
At the same spot. Haaahs.
& pity my dearest boyfriend.
Heee.
I make him worried by lying to him something.
Cannot tell eu all what larh.
Only my dearest gfies know.
Alarrr , skali skale. I need his attention okay!

Asik die je jadik attention seeker!
Ako pon nak okay!
Hahahaha.
So.. We went off at 11.

When i was on my way home.
Terserempak Mamas at the bustop.
So..
We sat down ..
First2 niat di hati nak lepak sekejap.
Skali tunggu faz balek skali.
& this idiot, took a very long time to reach CCK.
From 1130 we waited for him.
& guess what time he reach CCK?
1245.
@$!#@%@&##@!^@$@#!!!!!
Imagine if i wasnt around?
Pity mamas have to wait for that stupid husband of hers.
Really pity mamas.
How i wish i could help her.
Seriously.

& after that , lepak with faz for awhile.
Went up at about 120.
Straight away call my boyfie !
Talk2.
Fight2.
As usual.
Hahaha.
Den he wants to sleep.
Nowadays he sleep like pig!
& poor me. :(

& now im dead bored.
Heeeh.
I need a freaking job soon.
:(

Oklah.. till here.
Lovedovey.

**i love my boyfie. Cant wait for our birthday. <3>

2009-04-26T12:03:00.000-07:00

New Blog?
Yeaaaahaaa.
Mcm best gitu aku tgk org2 ade blog.
So i decide to create a new blog for myself.
Heeehs.
I know my blog is simple.
Simple as ever.
But i love it okay.
& thanks to my lovely gf.

Die lah yang tolong aku.
Heeeee.
Eventhough she dont have the mood.
She still help this slenger friend of hers.
:)

Do nothing today .
Sleep all day long.
& now i cant sleep.
Haiya.

Nasib baik lar, ade orang-orang kat msn aku.
Yang boleh layankan aku.
Hee.
*you know who you are.*
Besok pegi hospital baik2.
Ok.
Tu je lah yang ako mampu type.
Sambong lagik bile ako rajin okay?
Loveydovey.