im gonna miss my girls !
Im gonna Miss MY BF.
Im gonna miss my bed!
Im gonna miss SINGAPORE.
Hahahahaha!
:(

Aku tau.
Dah bezaman ako tak update.
Hehehe.

So firstly , ako nak share gan korang pasal birthday party aku.
& i would like to thanks all the people who attend my party.
Yang ade , ako tak expect diorang datang.
Thanks to my dearest family.
Especially to my beautiful mumy & sis.
There were the ones who made it happen.
:D

Supposingly , have to cut cake at 830 .
But, since my mr president came late, everyone have to wait for him.
Hahaha.
I was so happy on that day.
Every one was there.
Thankiu everyone.
Especially to my dearest GF & My CUTE ex school mates!

Ok, so here`s some pic for yah!

My dearest family.











My deareest Gf ! ;)











Yang ni ade yang baru balek keje. Teros dtg, touching kan! :P










Dearest cousins..

Been spending the whole sickening day at home.
Meet my lovely gf, zana.
No mood to party.
No mood to celebrate birthday.
I dont know.
& worst still boyfie is sick!
& he is really in pain.
How i wish, i could do something that could make him feel better.
Seriously..
Get well soon honey.
:)

Tomorrow going dblo with gfs and sis.
Hope this one will cheer me up.
Because for now, im really down.




So ass holes, dont make it worst!





Well bestie sham could not make it this saturday.
Rahman too.
As they already try their best to take a leave on that day.
But their work place need man power.
& ladysha too.
She cant attend.
Erm, well.. i understand.
Because she took leave especially for me.
For dblo.
:)
But after work she`ll be meeting me!
Heeee.
Well this news is bad enough.
:(

PLEASE DONT MAKE IT WORSEN .
OK?

I feel this is so unfair.
Seriously.
& i feel no one appreciate me.
Im not important.
Errr.
Fcuked birthday!

Phobia of my own birthday.
Somthing bad will always happen on my bloody birthday.
:(

I wish this 19 birthday i would have a great one.
Till here.

So long sucker!

***you make me feel special by your love fairul.

Yohoooo! Birthday coming baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
So exciteddd!~
Actually my birthday is on may 18.
But,celebrating it advance.
On 16 May.
Heee.

Thanks mama & kakak ,
For organising my 19 th birthday .
:D
Love you!

& on 18 may.
Most probably me & boyfie and friends going to ZOO!
Like at last!

But just now naz say, if can wait for him to get the free tickets.
Alaahhh.
But i want to go on my birthday sey!
:(

& just now, lepak with cuzz linsa .
Erm , meet mama at lo1 .
Book cake at royals.
Heee! Cake ako sedap lah sey.
:D
Thanks to mama.
Mama spent 90 bucks just for my cake.
Haaaa.

Ok den lepak with boyfie .
Naz , linsa .
Den later part kakak also have.

Then..
After that me and boyfie had a good conversation.
Which touches my heart.
:)
im so glad that i found you!
Although ur pain in the ass at times.
Your trying ur best to change.
& that is the most sweetest thing ever.
:)
Its only about the job.
If you and i found a suitable job.
We are totally fine honey!

Cant wait for saturday.
Im asking all my babys to wear blue.
:) Including him!

Okay honey!
I`ll update soon jackass!
Lovey Doveys.

Hey fellows!
Do nothing today.
As usual.
Wake up quiet late.

So, do my daily routine.
Then at night meet gfies up.
Then , recently kakak tell me about mama plan to
have a celebration for my birthday.
I dont know if i wanna celebrate or not.
:(
If i organise some small birthday parties,
i promise i`ll invite all my classmates, Long lost friends.
:)
I miss you guys!
:D

Ok..
& so.
At 1030Pm,
Went to lot1 .
Meet up Shasha, Fiyfe , Mira , Wan & dunnoe another 2.
Actually i know them lar.
But forget the name. Hahaha.

Then, went back at 1 am.
Watch dvd.
Mallcops.
Very funny show.
Hahahaha.
Me & busu cant stop laughing.
Including nely.
:)

& then.
Talk to him.
& surprisingly..
Today.
We didnt argue! Wohooooooooo.
Hahaha.

But..
Even if we argue everyday.
We just cant stop loving each other.
:D

It just make us understand each other more.
& stronger. Hee..

Next thursday going dblo!
wohooo.
cant wait for the day!
:D

LoveyDoveys.

** Lucky we`re in love in every way..

I suppose to go for a job interview with ina and fiyfe today at town.
But..
Due to lack of sleep, i overshot .
Tried to open my eyes.
But failed.:(

So instead of going for the job interview; i went to chill at Gfs crib.
Lepak and do nothing.

We lepak till around 950.
Then me & ina went home.

Went home.
Lepak.
Watch dvd.
Argue with him.
& i know he`s hiding something from me.
Whatever it is,
I dont want to bother anymore.
Sick & tired!

I`ve been very patient with him & tolerating his nonsense for 6 months.
I dont know if i can still tolerate with him.
Well, only time will tell .

Klah.
Till here.
No mood.

Loveydovey.

**how i wish you could love me like how i do love you.

Been busy these few days.
Been spending time with him and gfies.
Rebond my hair.:)
very cheap eu noe.
heee.

Friday,
Go woodlands . meet susie .
She accompany me to saloon .
Long time never see her .
haaaas .
Den at nite meet my zana , and mas .
Lepak for awhile.
Den meet abun and friends.
Chill at abun cribs.
Then , we went to Pasir ris.
For prawn fishing .
Abun bought me a absolute vodka. Rasberry.
Sedappp.
Thanks abuuun! :)
Haaahs .
Went home at 9 in the morning.

Saturday,
Meet boyfie at cck .
With his friends.
He wants to introduce me to his friend.
Yan.
Erm, so we went drinking, with fiyfe.
And after tat we went to bb.
Lepak .
except for fiyfe.
As she was not that well. :D
So, we lepak westmall at first.
Den move to ameer block.
Lepak, laugh all.
Went back at 230.
As usual, me and him argue .
-.0

And today.
Went to lot 1 to meet gfies and bf and his friends.
lepak all the way till 1130.
Went home.
& im so disappointed with him.
He starts his bad habit again.
He broke his promises.
:(

He lied.

And now, im dead bored.
Klah.
No mood to elaborate more.

Loveydovey.



*** thanks for dissapointing me,.