Went nowhere.
Meet baby ; small arguements.
alaaaaa, biase biase jer tuh.

Haaahs.

Maybe sat babylove working.
If he work, i`ll meet up with my kpo boys.
:D


I need a new job.
Issit possible for me to work at hardrock back? Hehehe.
If can ok jugak.
:D

Then those idiot will shut their mouth and finally will get their own life.
Wait ok ass.

I`ll show you.
What i`m capable off.
& please , dont need to put an act infront of me.
I`ve went thru alot of people like you.


hahaha.
Klah, thanks mr bf for the day and the treat.
i hearts you kentang.
;p

Well firstly i wanna thank god for giving me the peaceful and patients till today.
I found my peace and now i feel better.
Thank you my dearest cousin; khairul.
For cheering me up, and not putting me down.
Unlike someone.

Well; i still could not get over for what had happen.
There`s still some anger.
But.. I`ll keep it to myself.

I`m not the one who goes around and cries and ask for some sympathy even though i know its my fault.
So, before saying anything reflect it to yourself. ;D

And i would like to thank god for giving my dearest bf job.
And to those who always think lowly of us, go get a life . :D

Saying is easy babe.
Doing is not okay?
Well you still have alot of thing to learn.

I wont care what people will say.
Because the one who live my life is me.
Not you.

:D

Ok lar.
Now its my turn to get a job.
Insyallah soon.
Please god let me prove to those idiots that i could make it in life.
;D


Bye assholes.

Well, eventhough things are bad at this time.
Im glad and thankful to god that i have him.

Happy 20th baby.
:)

The things i`m goin thru is really killing me.
No one would understand me till they go thru what im goin thru now.

I really wish that my late grandpa is here with me right now.
I`m helpless, penniless.
All i can do is just shut my mouth and be patient.
But i just wonder, till when?

Saying ; "be patient."
Its the easiest thing of all.
Doing it, is the most hardest thing to do.

I dont expect someone whom i concern & love alot will let me end up in this position.
Is being selfish brings happiness for her?
Is testing my patient brings happiness for her?
If it brings , that its good for her.

You dont realise that you`re torturing me physically and mentally.

I will promise to stay really down for the sake of my mum.
For her happiness.

But please god ; i beg eu.
Please give me the strength to go on this test.
Im falling apart.

Please ya allah.
Im suffering deep inside and no one knows.

; thanks bf for your words.
I will always remember what you say.
" God will never give any test that you are not able to go thru."

; much love.

* you will always be remembered my dear grandpa ; rest in peace.

The ups and down in life makes me crazy.
:(