Thursday, July 30, 2009

Sup humans!

Firstly, i wanna thank god that he finally got a new job.
Im so happy for him.
:)
I`ll just hope he would stick to this job.
Not because i want his money or something;
I just
want to change the way how people look at him.
Insyallah ok darling..
Everything gonna change soon..

My stomach nowadays very pain.
& i mean it. FCUKING pain.
Haiyaaaaa
aa !
Actually nothing to upload .
hahahha .
Now i wanna siap and teman my busu go rebond her hair.
Sleepy + bored.
Help someone!

bye humans.

i got some crazy pictures.

feeling-feeling indie . hahah!



Hobby baru die.


My new gf !


Jantan gile ako.


Yeahh!!!


He bully me!!


See? He bully me.


:)


"handsome nyer aku...." * nak muntah.



& not forgetting. This babycake. I love herrr!!!



k thats all humans!
bye

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Sup hummans.

So today i start with a stupid & boring day.
Do nothing at home.
Didnt went to JB.
As my sister is not following.
So i just sit at home quietly.

Watch the liverpool & singapore match.
I knew it.
Liverpool will win.
TORRESSSSSSSS.
:))))))))))

At night meet that gundu boncit boy.
Talk shit. Eat shit all together.

& now.
I cant sleep.
Bcos of my stupid sleeping disorder.
Very frustrating ok!!!!!!
:@:@:@


bye humans.
shall update again when im free.
& aniways ; she said that im friendly.
Like whatever.
:)



**will always hope that you would change soon....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Sup humans.

Life getting better.
Abit better.
So..
Just now went to nenek house for kenduri.
Very fun.
Get to meet all my crazy cousins.
:)

So, maybe im going to JB w
ith kak ija & bf.
Erm.
Actually i have alot of things to update.
But lazy.
Heeee.
Mcm mane tuh.

So didi is getting on my nerv
e lately.
Trying to avoid him.
As my Mr Sexy Boncit is back! :D

Im happy as i can be.
Thank you for coming back into my life.
I know.
You feel so useless & bad after what you did all this while.
But..
I always have this believe.
You would change. Not now, b
ut soon... :)
You`re like apart of my life.
You know all my little secrets.
You know my weakness.
You know what i like/dislike.
You know how to make me s
mile.
& you just know how to make me love you more.

Maybe others couldnt see what i could see in you.
You`re just special to me in some way love.
No one could replace your love.
Never.

We`ve gone thru thick & thin together.
I appreciate every moment that we
`v spent .
:D

& to my dearest gerlfies.
Thanks for supporting me all this while.
I appreciate for what you girls did for me.
:D:D
Hope to have fun with you girls
sooooooon!!!
I miss every single of you!
:)


& of cos, i miss him too. ;)

Bye humans.




**our very first picture. :)



Sunday, July 19, 2009

Happy birthday Sister Darling.
Sorry if i dont have anything for you yet.
But.. For sure, im blissful to have someone by my side.
Regardless in any situation.
When Im down, You bring me up.
When i need someone , you`re the first one to be there.
For all my 19 years of life being your
sister.
All i could to is to be very thankful to have someone like you.

You treat me like one small kid.
Eventhough im 19 and big enough to take care of myself.
You would protect me from any harm.
You wouldnt bare to see me
suffer,
Regardless in anything.
Especially when im hungry.

When im moodless,
You will try your best to be very patient with me.
When im rude to you,

You try to talk to me nicely.

I just dont need to tell you whats wrong with me.
By my face expression, you would know.
No one could understand me like how you did for this past years.

Im sorry if your 22nd birthday doesnt sastify you.
I promise you...
I`ll make it up to you..

Your the best sister i could have in my whole life.
I love you kakak.
:)


This month is a very bad month for me.
Fairul left me.
& i have lots of problems.
& the most saddest thing is.
Today is actually our 8 months together.
:'(

Yes.
Im smilling & trying to change things.
But i just cant.
Bcos he mean everything to me.
We do things that other couples wont.
We have the same chemistry.

I just wont forget those memories.
Eventhough you hurt me this much.
I still do love you like how i used too baby.
Eventhough i know,
For now your trying to avoid me.

Maybe for you, i meant nothing.
But for me, my world is you.
:'(

* Happy 8 months*
:'(
i still love you.




tc humans.
Life is very hard on me nowadays.
:'(

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Washhupp mama.
Ok humans.
Time is very bad nowadays.
But.
My gfs/ family members.
They help me alot.

Well, life have to move on.
I cant stuck on him right?
Well, to think back.
He doesnt worth my time actually.
Only girls that wouldnt know him would be with him.
Hahaha, maybe for a few months?

Maybe he`s lucky to get a girl like me huh?
Heee.
Well, im thinking the bright side of life.
Partying, laffing.
Doing all my stuff.
Im goin to be like what i am.
Im not ending my life just bcos of you gundu!
Maybe on that point of time, Yes i did think that way.
But come on larrrr.
Hahahha.

Its hard... But.
im gonna forget him..
I dunnoe when.
Let nature take place.
I have all my wonderful gfs/ family around..

Ok, and yes! this thursday.
Im gonna like party like a rockstar.
Maybe will be bringing fadli along?
Hahhaa.
Eu noe i noe girls.
:D

Klarh humans.
Tats all!



Saturday, July 11, 2009

Im single.
I hate you.
Thanks for dissapearing with all my things.

But thanks to my dearest gf.
Who give me soo much strength to move on.
I love you girls.
Thanks for those effort to come down to my house.
Im sorry to make you girls worried as hell.
Dont worry, i wont die so soon.
:D

bye humans.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Hello humans.
Saturday went kak noi house.
House warming.
Meet all my relatives.
Talk2.

At night meet him, inah , ahmad .
Lepakk .
But for awhile only uh .
Then....

The next day.

We plan to go to bugis, town.
But last minute change.
As kak ija boyfy wants to tag along.
So as my lil rascal boyfy.
So,
We went suntec city,
Followed by vivo.
Meet his friends.

& as usual, we argued for awhile.

& today.
Meet inah, again him.
Argue big time.
But, after we meet, we try to compromise.
So, we did.
I hope that arguements wont happen again.
Cause , its really bad.

& now, actually im bored.
Dunnoe what to do.
Thats why i update.
Hahaha.
Wednesday going for interview with gfs.
Hopefully i`ll get the job.

Insyallah ..
:)
Klah humans.
Nites.



** & he said, nothing is beautiful than me.. :)





Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Yuhooo!
Sorry for the late update.
:D

Today watch movie.
TRANSFORMER.
:S
Went with boyfie,Kid,Ina.


We were expecting the movie to WOW us.
But......

Dissapointing.
Firstly because, we HAVE to get the second FRONT ROW.
Pinggang saket jack!
:S
The movie was so draggy.
I still prefer the first movi
e.
THAT WAS WOW!

After movie, had our late dinner.
Lepak, drink!
As usual he always want to get me drunk.
But too bad, i wont.
Its not because im a good drinker.
Its just that .

I dont like to do this activities with my bf.
Mcm tak best gitu.
Jager conduct ok.
I only drink till i drop with my gfs.
:D

So.. the drinking session was a bit bored.
So.....

At 2.
We went off.
& before that took some picture
s.





So... I did have a good time with him.
Its been a long time i had this feeling .

Thanks for the movie love.
:D

& today i ask one stupid question.
By asking.
Me ; biler kiter break agak nyer eh?
Him ; Biler kiter mati. Till death do us apart. -.-
Jawapan typical.
Tapi sweeet jugak.
Susah nak dgr die ckp gini.
LOL.

Klah humans.
Aku nak tido.
Besok maybe gi dblo gan ina.
:D

Nyte.


** nothing could replace the love that we`v built ..