Happy 21st.
................

For you love.

You must be shocked right i`ve asked you to drop by here randomly.
Well ; this post is specially for you.

There`s no one other like you.
I admit at times you really hurt me badly.
But most of the time, you make me fall for you.

I know its not easy loving me.
But still , you make me feel so special.
You are getting used to my cranky irritating times.
Nothing was bad about me to your eyes.
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me.

You were always there to protect me.
There`s no darkness that i cant overcome.
You will not let me go thru these bad times alone.
I am really lucky to have you by my side.

When i`m out of control, you wont fail to calm me down.
You teach me to be more patient.
You even teach me how to forgive that person easily.

You just teach me everything about life.

You are the most precious person in this world to me.
No one would do this for me.
No one would go thru this bad times with me except you.

I aint the materialistic women.
All im looking for in a person is, a golden heart.
& thank god , i found mine.

& it will always be mine kan baby?
;)

Can't express the words
How much i loves you.
Muwahcks!!


and remember this first ever picture baby?

Went nowhere.
Meet baby ; small arguements.
alaaaaa, biase biase jer tuh.

Haaahs.

Maybe sat babylove working.
If he work, i`ll meet up with my kpo boys.
:D


I need a new job.
Issit possible for me to work at hardrock back? Hehehe.
If can ok jugak.
:D

Then those idiot will shut their mouth and finally will get their own life.
Wait ok ass.

I`ll show you.
What i`m capable off.
& please , dont need to put an act infront of me.
I`ve went thru alot of people like you.


hahaha.
Klah, thanks mr bf for the day and the treat.
i hearts you kentang.
;p

Well firstly i wanna thank god for giving me the peaceful and patients till today.
I found my peace and now i feel better.
Thank you my dearest cousin; khairul.
For cheering me up, and not putting me down.
Unlike someone.

Well; i still could not get over for what had happen.
There`s still some anger.
But.. I`ll keep it to myself.

I`m not the one who goes around and cries and ask for some sympathy even though i know its my fault.
So, before saying anything reflect it to yourself. ;D

And i would like to thank god for giving my dearest bf job.
And to those who always think lowly of us, go get a life . :D

Saying is easy babe.
Doing is not okay?
Well you still have alot of thing to learn.

I wont care what people will say.
Because the one who live my life is me.
Not you.

:D

Ok lar.
Now its my turn to get a job.
Insyallah soon.
Please god let me prove to those idiots that i could make it in life.
;D


Bye assholes.

Well, eventhough things are bad at this time.
Im glad and thankful to god that i have him.

Happy 20th baby.
:)

The things i`m goin thru is really killing me.
No one would understand me till they go thru what im goin thru now.

I really wish that my late grandpa is here with me right now.
I`m helpless, penniless.
All i can do is just shut my mouth and be patient.
But i just wonder, till when?

Saying ; "be patient."
Its the easiest thing of all.
Doing it, is the most hardest thing to do.

I dont expect someone whom i concern & love alot will let me end up in this position.
Is being selfish brings happiness for her?
Is testing my patient brings happiness for her?
If it brings , that its good for her.

You dont realise that you`re torturing me physically and mentally.

I will promise to stay really down for the sake of my mum.
For her happiness.

But please god ; i beg eu.
Please give me the strength to go on this test.
Im falling apart.

Please ya allah.
Im suffering deep inside and no one knows.

; thanks bf for your words.
I will always remember what you say.
" God will never give any test that you are not able to go thru."

; much love.

* you will always be remembered my dear grandpa ; rest in peace.

The ups and down in life makes me crazy.
:(

Alot to update.
Wait ok? :)