Happy 11th months Darling!
Heee.
:)


I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU VERLI MUCH .


So, last sat i meet some wonderful people.
& here goes.
The pictures! :)































guess that`s all for today fox. :)
Going IMM later with gumok.
dada.

Had fun with boyfie and his friends.
Not forgetting susie.
:)

Laff like fuck.
Heeee.
Thankiyou boyfie and friends to make my day.
Dah lame ako tk ketawe mcm gitu lar.
:D

& special thanks to naz and susie for your super dupper concern.
Its so sweet for you guys to escort me back.
Takot nahhhh org nak pukol.
Heee.

Love you guys alot.
Thanks boyfie for introducing to your wonderful friends.
:)

I LOVE YOU FAIRUL MOK.
:D:D



Later i update the pictures okaaay.

Sup humans!

Life is getting better.
Thanks god for giving me such a patient.
& He had show me what is best/ not best for me.
Guess, i have to choose wisely in everything that involve my life.
:D

I`ll promise to prove to all those bastards that i would do good one day.
Eventhough for now im fcukingxzx broke!
Well in life, money is the issue.
& too bad for me.
My "friends" dont actually understand me.

Okay, enough about that.

Hmm.
Been meeting my lovely bf.
Now i spend most of the time with him, sis.
:)
Okay. Here`s some pictures to share.

Although at first it was kindda of lame.
I had fun though.





& yesterday,
We went to st james.
Ok lar.
Had fun!




i love this 2 angels.
:D


& actually there was alot more picture to upload lah.
I lazy.
Heh.
After club, we went to bb.
To meet him & friends.
Then suzie and sis decided to go home first as they were half drunk.
So i stayed with bf.
Haaaaaaa.
Had fun with him eventhough i`m actually shag too.
Sorry for complaining .
But you know, no matter what i still do love you right.
Haaaaaaaaa.
:p


Klar, now i want to sleep.
Shag like fcuk lar bebey.
Have a save flight mama.
& yeah, Happy birthday Maslinah.
;)


Think wisely before you speak anything.
;)

i love maiyol.






forever.
Thank you for being there .
Thank you for being patient.


Your the best thing that happen in my life!





nite humans.
i love my boyfriend.
lovelovelovelovelove
:)

sup humans.


Firstly, i wanna wish all the muslims,
Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin.
;)

For my first day of raya,
Seems to be fine.
Went home at 3 am.
Last house to go is kak noi house.
We had fun there!
:D

Ok lah, here is some pic of my lovely cousins & family.


my lovely princess! :D


family ..



best people in my life !



our principal . :D the best granny!



& the 3rd day of raye.
Went out with zana, khidir , mas and fadhil .

Okay nah , some pictures!



















& yeah, if you notice boyfie was not around when we are at mas house.
He refuse to go to some reasonable reasons.
:D

But for sure lah, after that i have to meet him.

Klah, till here.
Im shag.
:D


And..
I miss my girls.
Meet up sooon babys!



my number 1 love.


:D

Sup.


Anyways. Thanks Ria, And shahied for your sweet comments.
:D
I do appreciate it okay .


& Anyways.


*HAPPY 10TH ROCKING MONTH BABY!*



Thank you for waiting me patiently yesterday.
:)
That was so sweet.
Even though you cant fetch me from work ,
but atleast you waited me at cck .

I was so effing touch by your words.
I am not good in saying.
But this message is for you in case you read visit my blog.

Ive never expect we would go this far.
I wont forget our..
Ups and downs .
Our world wars.
Our hard times..
Everything..

Yes, on that point of time is the most irritating things that may happen to us.
But..
Infact, those things make us go stronger.

Thanks for changing for the better love.
Like you`ve said to me.
No one could ever replace me in your life rite?
There goes the same as me.
And i cant live without you too sayang!

:)



HAPPY ROCKING MONTHS!

Sup.

Firstly i want to congratulate myself for getting a new job.
Ever since the sales assistant job.
That was last year december.
hahaha.

I know very long already.
Thanks caca for the recomendation. (:
I own you one.
& also, i thank god for giving me this job.
I think he`s the only one who understand me , and know whats the best for me.


Life is getting harder.
Yeah, " cabaran , dugaan bulan puasa".
But.
This is too much.
Yeah, im thankful and i own alot to my dearest family.
But that doesnt mean you all can treat me like how you all treating me now.
Yes, i may be useless.
I know.
But please, im still ur family members.
& if you still dont think that way,
Just think,
I have feelings.

You know.
All this while.
They are the ones i love most.
The one i treasure most.
I would do anything for them.
Yeah, maybe for you its just some words that anyone could say.
But believe me.
I`ve done alot for this family.
Yah, not in money.
But.
Nahh, its okay lar.


Yeah.
Im one bad example to all my beautiful nieces.
Yes, im useless. Bitchy.
& all those negatives things.
But,
I swear, i wouldnt even want them to end up like me.


If you think all of you wants to pinpoint me,
its fine with me.
Really fine.
Because i know where i stand in this family.
Only god understand me.
& maybe by him giving me this job.
Will make me feel better.

Thank you allah.

& thanks girls.
For being there.

& not forgetting my lovely bf.
Thank you so much.

You gave me the strength & comfort that i needed now.
Maybe i`ve lost it from my wonderful family.
Thank you for giving it back to me.


:'(



i miss talking and laughing with mama.
seriously.
if only she could understand and try to think positive about me.
:'(



nyte.

Im sorry baby.
I regret that very moment.
Im really sorry.
I deserve the things that you`ve done to me.
As i was also too much.
& im just testing your patient.

I really do appreciate the change that you`ve done for me.
You`ve tried to become the best boyfriend ever.
The most sweetest person ever.
Everything sayang.

Eventhough everyday we keep on doing the same thing,
we still enjoy every bit of it.
:D

I wont get bored of you.
I promise.
You`re my sunshine.
My teacher.
My brother.
My enemy.
My Bestfriend.
My counsellor.
My clown.
My model.
Everything.
:D
Thank you baby.

Yes partly i want you to change to be better for us.
But not for me.
I want you to do it, because of you , yourself.
But..
Im just happy that i could atleast help you.
I mean i could atleast guide you all along.
To change you to be a better person.

&
Maybe that`s our worst arguments that we had before.
:(
I really dont want that to happen again love.
Im sorry.
& i love you.
alot.
:) mwah!


& IM PROUD AND GLAD TO HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL LIKE YOU.
(``v``) FAIRUL WAHUB! :D

Sup earthlings.
:D

Firstly , i want to wish my mama a very happy birthday.
;D
& i love you so much okay.

& anyway....
I`ve cut my hair.
:(
I dont like it actually.
But, since mr bf fantasize girls with short hair.
I`ll cut this hair just for him. ;D

His been behaving well nowadays.
Always try to make me happy.
His extra patient.
Hee.
Sorry bie ;D
Im super CPO went it comes to eu .
Thank you for all your precious words.
:D
Im just soo happy you`ve change for the better.
Thank you love. Thank you very much.

& eventhough i know my hair is abit ugly.
You still say that it suits me well lah.
Turn you on lah.
What la.
Hahahha.
Thank you for giving me such confident.
I cant afford to lose you .
:D

& anyway.
I dont need any gifts from you.
Having you is my greatest gift.
& i dont need anything except you.
:D


Klah , till here.
Nites humans.
:D
I LOVE MAIYOL ALOT! :D



♥MAIYOL.♥MAIYOL.♥MAIYOL.

Sup earthlings.
So, went town with sis & bf.
Hahaha.

Blame sis.
She`s the one who ajak him.
Hee.
Bcos she wants to avoid him from calling me 24/h.
& maybe we will always ended up argueing & after that i dont have the mood to shop with sister.
Hahaha.

& As per normal.
We are late.
Hahaha.
& as usual, sister keep on nagging.
Hahahaha.

So after meet ups at Far east plaza
We break fast .
& walk2 .
Actually, ther`s nothing much to see over there anymore.

So, we move to lucky plaza.
She bought me perfume.
Heee, tats what im dying off now!
Thankiu ;D

After that we went to taka to find some gifts for zana.
;D
So, bought her musical box.
Her favourite.
& so, we 3 people came out with an idea.
To just pop up to zana crib with a cake.
Konon- konon surprise lah tu .
Hahhaa.

But actually we did surprise her la.
Hahha.
I know she dont expect us to do all this.
;D

& poor bf.
I know ur upset.
Bcos of your pass birthday.
;(
Im sooo sorry my dear.
On that point of time, im really broke.
I`ll make it up to you soon okay love.
;D

& after that, lepak for awhile and went back.

&..
Today actually im abit impress by what he said.
Nowadays he tried his very best to make me happy and make me feel special.
Ok,
Let me share with you about my sweet boyfriend.
;D

Randomly he asked me.

Him; So, hows your day today?
Me; Fine..
Him; Fine ajer ? Taknak tnyer ako ?
Me; Yahhhh. and so hows your day? -.-''
Him; Actually, i love my day. Because ive spent my day with my gf.

Haha.
Actualy i dont expect him to answer me that way.

And....
I came up with one stupid question.
Hahaha.

Me; arhh.. prove to me now ahhh. how much you love me?
Him; erm erm .. i tk tau mcm mane. * muke blur*
Me; ahh!! you tk sayang i!
Him; erm erm erm. ala.. eu know i love you so much.
Me; not enough! hahaha.
Him; you nak i prove you with money? Gifts?
Me; NO! i dont ask for that.
Him; i betol tk tau.Im not good in this. But kalau eu nak i ketok pintu bilek mama now
& say i want to marry her daughter i can.
Me; siow ting tong ah kau!
Him; Repeatly say " i love you ".


While he keep on saying that, i was smilling secretly.
& act serious infront of him
Hahhaha.
See? How cute is he.
& thats the reason why i really love him.
;D

Thankiu for being the best boyfriend ever.
Hahha.
You are the only one who can entertain me.
My rudeness.
My irritating.
My childish moment.
My crazy moment.
My ugly moments.
My feeling gorgeous moments.
My kakak- kakak moments.
EVERYTHING.
& lastly, my paranoid moments!
Hahahha.

Thank god i found you mohd fairul . ;)



Nites humans.
I`ll always pray that my life will be better one day.

Sup earthlings!
Hmm.
How do i start.
Supposingly, yesterday was a happy occasion for ma family.
But.
Some people are too childish.
& be so inconsiderate.
I hate that kind of people.

& i was abit pissed.
& mr maiyol was waiting for me from 9+ to 2+ under my void deck.
& of cos, nas accompany him lar.
Haha.
But that was sweet.
:)

But, im sorry for being rude.
Im pissed.
& i just dont know how to control when i meet you.
:(
But thanks for being very patient & comfort me.
I feel so warm with you by my side.
:D
Thankiu love.

& for today, im going out with sister.
To town.
Maybe do a lil shopping.
Heee!
KAKAK DAH GAJI.
:P

hehehe.
Oklah, nak siap.
:D
Update you soon.
& niwaes,
Tomorrow is zana birthday.
Finding her present.
:D

Bye humans.

Sup earthlings.
:)
Been meeting lovely girlfriends & my dear BF.
So today after break fast with family,
Mama decided to go to SS supermarket to buy some kitchen stuff.
So, i accompany her.

After that went to lot 1 to meet up gfs & mr maiyol.
Lepak for awhile only
Bcos it was already late too.

After that Me & mr maiyol meet zana , mas.
Lepak for while.
& ..
He decided to do somthing to his eyebrows.
Heeeee.
So, i help him.
But dont worry.
His eyebrows is not like those typicals matreps.
Very thin.
I just keep it neat.
Not that berbulu.
Hee!

& since mr maiyol cant pangsai for few days.
Due to eating like a pig.
I decided to buy for him the whole packet of yakult.
Because kakak say, drink yakult.
Maybe can help.
Hahaha.

The weather nowadays.
So cold.
:D
nice weather to sleep.
heeee.

& okay.
i ask a random question by asking him this.
Me; you sayang i tak?
Him; Sayang, eu know i love eu so much.
Me; Bluff! Proof.
Him; Mcm mane nak proof kat Sms.
Me; Boleh pe! nak tk nak je.
Him; Aku md fairul bersumpah bahawa aku cinta shikin dah bkn wanita laen!

Aww.
That was so swweeeeet!
Its very hard for him to say all these things okay.
Once in a blue moon only.
Hahaha.

Klah .
Till here.
:D
Nite humans.


i sayng you lah bodoh.

Sup earthlings.
So , firstly lets welcome this respectful month.
Fasting month.
Yeahh, Its been 4 days already.
Too busy to update . Heeh!

So..
Mr maiyol & me had promise somthing.
Hee.
1 month okay.
:D

Besides that, last saturday,
I meet all my beautiful girlfriends.
Its been a long time since i meet them.
:)
All was there.
& as usual , mr bf was there too with his friends.
:)

Lepak till 11 +
den all of us went home.
As usual , he went back here.
Hee.

Sunday go out with family.
We buka puase at Simpang bedok.
I ate the Beef steak.
It was brilliant.
:DD

After that, we headed to geylang serai.
Not many shops.
Mama started shopping already for the house.
& she bought me some beautiful light to put in my bedroom.
Thanks mama.

& monday ,
i went interview at hardrock cafe with peylus.
The interview went well.
But eventually, they didnt give us a call.
Its okay.
I can try harder.
:)

& after the interview.
Me, Peylus & Inah break our fast at lot1 macdonald.
Our favorite place.
hahaha.
& den as usual.
Lepak with other girlfriends.
Mr bf also have with his friends.
I was not in the mood on that day.
Partly bcos of one person rudeness.
So, im sorry babylove.
Because of that person i keep on scolding eu.
& didnt talk to eu that much.

& at night, me and him argue.
:(
About.......................
haiz .
I dont know what to say.
Im sorry if im being very defensive.
But i do love them.
Like how i do love eu.
okay?

& please.
Dont go to ur bad ways anymore.
I dont wish eu to go to that time anymore.
No more okay sayang.
I dont want people to keep on talking bad things about you.
As ur girlfriend, it feel so sucky when i heard all the bad things about you.
But not to worry.
I wont believe any of them okay.
Because they just couldnt see how i see you.
Your special in many ways okay love.
Never say you`re useless.
You are never useless.
:)

No matter how bad the situation is,
My love for you wont even change abit.
& im very proud,
You actually change for the better.
:)

& people; we have been fasting for this 4 days okay.
Very good.
:D

& im thinking of scholling at cosmo school.
Still discussing with parents.
:D

& im going for an interview tomorrow.
With zana.
Wish me luck people.
:D

Nites humans.


i ♥ maiyol!

Sup humans.

Been a very long day for me.
Stayed home all day long.
& i really mean it.
All day long!

Mr maiyol is tired.
So, he`s getting very grumpy nowadays.
Not fair for me.
:(

He gets grumpy, and my mood swing.
When this 2 emotions clash.
& ..
Start the world war again.
.......

We had one just now.
But, for awhile only.
:)
Im sorry if my words are too blunts at times.
But yours too ok!
:( ; so its fair! Hmph.

& i know you`ve been reading my blog nowadays.
Hehehe.

& my dear laydsha recommend me some jobs.
I really do hope i`ll get the job.
Pray for me okay.
And fasting month is comming!
Woooo.

Im suppose to be sleeping now.
But, after putting down with mr maiyol ;
Me & sis was browsing some bags for our hari raye.
Hahaha.
& we talk2.
Eat2.
All lah.

Now she sleep, i cannot sleep.
:@

Im suppose to wake up early today for my interview.
Hahaha.
Zana will be mad if i cant wake up!
Hahhahahaha.


Klah, till here ass.

ily bodoh.
:D

Sup humans.

As usual, been spending time with him lately..
I just feel this few days i need him around.

So, yesterday went lepak with zana & bf.
Me & bf,
Mas & bf.
The lepaking session was fun at first with zana and bf.
After mas and bf arrived, dah mcm boring plak.
Bcos my bf is the one who entertain them.

Hahahaha.

Klarh, tats all humans.


&...


* HAPPY 9 MONTHSARY BF.*


:))

No more other words could describe how i feel towards you.
Thanks for being patient for all this while.
I love you. very very much .
& i hope you feel the same way too.
:D

Sup humans.

Confuse, no mood these days.
& mr bf had been so sweet these days.
Im sorry.
My mood swing is like fcuk!
& im really sorry Mr tarling.
Thanks for behaving well these days.

I dont have the mood for everything.
I feel like giving up in everything.
Yeah, for eu readers or passerbys.
When eu drop into my blog, my story is all "emo" story.
But Hell shit .
Only if you`re in my position, i guess ur worst!
Haiz.
Im trying to stand up for my myself.
To be strong to go thru my pathetic life.

I dont know lar.
I hope i get a job soon.
very soon.

Klah, till here.
Mr maiyol, Dont worry ok love.
I still love you like how i did for the first time.
:D

Sup humans!

Will not be around for this few days.
:)

Going to visit susie today.

My body been aching like nobody business.
Painful ok .
:S

& anyways mr bf ;
Get well soon ok love.
I miss the noisy & irritating bf .

MISS YA!!

Sup humans.

Been busy nowadays.
So mama went off to indonesia last thursday.
No one wants to drive the car back.
& last resort ; i called my far far cousin to drive the car back to cck .

& so, after that we had our late dinner at lot1.
Had fun actually with cousins & sis.
After our dinner , meet mr bf at lot 1.
:D

So, from thursday to saturday i spent my day with mr bf along.
Friday was nothing,
lepak at my house with naz .
Saturday ? last minute plan .
Kak ija ask me to tag along to town.
So, bf tag along too.
Oklarr, quite tiring..
When back and sleep like pig.
haha.

& sunday i spent my whole day at home.
Bf wants to go town with his guy friend.
So, i give him a chance to spent time with his friends la.. Hahaha.
& ..
My dear susie gave birth!
& so on monday i went to visit her at kk.
Her babygirl was damn cute.
LOVE LOVE LOVE THAT BABY!
I`ll upload the picture soon okay?
;)

& on monday mama is back!
:)
So after visiting susie at kk ;
went back to cck & meet mr bf at lot1.

Like i say,
Yes he wont forbid me from going anywhere.
But just wait, on the middle of my outing, he will sure appear.
Hahaha.

& yes, he may hurt me like nobody business.
He may not give me what other boyfriend did.
He may not treat me like a pampered princess.
He may not buy any expensive gift for me.
He dont need to do all this things to show me his love.
Just being himself is enough for me.
:)

Thankyou baby.
ILY.


Bye humans.

Sup humans.

Very shag today.
Went swimming with zana & mamas.
It was like last minute plannig.
Thanks mas for the dinner.
:)
Had fun..


Im sleepy.
But....
I dont want to sleep.
Dunt know why.
Hahaha.
So tomorrow mama going away again to Jakarta.
:(
Monday morning than come back.
Very sad eu know.
Susie is going to give birth soon.
I`ll always pray all the best for her.
=))
Cant wait to see her babygirl.
:DD

Bf sleep early.
& im bored too death.
He likes to scold me nowdays.
:(

Yeah, i understand his tired.
But..
He dont have to treat me this way right?
Not fair for me.
:(((

Bye ah.
I want to rest.
want to merajok.
Let me pujok my ownself.
bye.

Sup humans.

Been a very long day for me today.
Spent mine whole saturday with my beloved tua.

I want to watch those fireworks badly.
But tua refuse to go.
Because many mats lah, what lar.
Nonsense.
Gfs are all busy.
:(
I miss them , really.

Mama & kakak went to arab street.
So, my baju raye this year.
Colour green.
& its mak mak green ok. + bunga-bunga.
Like WTF.
Stupid bf of mine laff at the kain.
:'(
Luckily the second baju is black.
Well.
Ok lar tu.
Better than nothing.
Thanks mama.

So when mama & kakak went to arab street,
Me & tua bf busy planning what we`r going to do tonight.
So..
Suddenly, we plan to catch a movie.
THE HANGOVER!
Omg.
9/10 ok that movie.
I cant stop laughing.
Thanks tua, for that movie.
:)

Right after that movie.
We went drinking.
& meet zana , mas.
Just for awhile i guess.
:S

Me and that tua had a good talk today.
Without realising,
We`ve known each other for 10 months.
& we`v been together for 9 months.
Hahahha.
So fast!

Dont worry mr boyfriend.
I may have alot of fucking guy friends.
But, no one could replace your place as my sweetest bf.
:)

ILY.
alot i mean.


bye humans.

Sup humans!

Firstly, i wanna thank god that he finally got a new job.
Im so happy for him.
:)
I`ll just hope he would stick to this job.
Not because i want his money or something;
I just want to change the way how people look at him.
Insyallah ok darling..
Everything gonna change soon..

My stomach nowadays very pain.
& i mean it. FCUKING pain.
Haiyaaaaaaa !
Actually nothing to upload .
hahahha .
Now i wanna siap and teman my busu go rebond her hair.
Sleepy + bored.
Help someone!

bye humans.

i got some crazy pictures.

feeling-feeling indie . hahah!



Hobby baru die.


My new gf !


Jantan gile ako.


Yeahh!!!


He bully me!!


See? He bully me.


:)


"handsome nyer aku...." * nak muntah.



& not forgetting. This babycake. I love herrr!!!



k thats all humans!
bye

Sup hummans.

So today i start with a stupid & boring day.
Do nothing at home.
Didnt went to JB.
As my sister is not following.
So i just sit at home quietly.

Watch the liverpool & singapore match.
I knew it.
Liverpool will win.
TORRESSSSSSSS.
:))))))))))

At night meet that gundu boncit boy.
Talk shit. Eat shit all together.

& now.
I cant sleep.
Bcos of my stupid sleeping disorder.
Very frustrating ok!!!!!!
:@:@:@


bye humans.
shall update again when im free.
& aniways ; she said that im friendly.
Like whatever.
:)



**will always hope that you would change soon....

Sup humans.

Life getting better.
Abit better.
So..
Just now went to nenek house for kenduri.
Very fun.
Get to meet all my crazy cousins.
:)

So, maybe im going to JB with kak ija & bf.
Erm.
Actually i have alot of things to update.
But lazy.
Heeee.
Mcm mane tuh.

So didi is getting on my nerve lately.
Trying to avoid him.
As my Mr Sexy Boncit is back! :D

Im happy as i can be.
Thank you for coming back into my life.
I know.
You feel so useless & bad after what you did all this while.
But..
I always have this believe.
You would change. Not now, but soon... :)
You`re like apart of my life.
You know all my little secrets.
You know my weakness.
You know what i like/dislike.
You know how to make me smile.
& you just know how to make me love you more.

Maybe others couldnt see what i could see in you.
You`re just special to me in some way love.
No one could replace your love.
Never.

We`ve gone thru thick & thin together.
I appreciate every moment that we`v spent .
:D

& to my dearest gerlfies.
Thanks for supporting me all this while.
I appreciate for what you girls did for me.
:D:D
Hope to have fun with you girls sooooooon!!!
I miss every single of you!
:)


& of cos, i miss him too. ;)

Bye humans.




**our very first picture. :)

Happy birthday Sister Darling.
Sorry if i dont have anything for you yet.
But.. For sure, im blissful to have someone by my side.
Regardless in any situation.
When Im down, You bring me up.
When i need someone , you`re the first one to be there.
For all my 19 years of life being your sister.
All i could to is to be very thankful to have someone like you.

You treat me like one small kid.
Eventhough im 19 and big enough to take care of myself.
You would protect me from any harm.
You wouldnt bare to see me suffer,
Regardless in anything.
Especially when im hungry.

When im moodless,
You will try your best to be very patient with me.
When im rude to you,
You try to talk to me nicely.

I just dont need to tell you whats wrong with me.
By my face expression, you would know.
No one could understand me like how you did for this past years.

Im sorry if your 22nd birthday doesnt sastify you.
I promise you...
I`ll make it up to you..

Your the best sister i could have in my whole life.
I love you kakak.
:)


This month is a very bad month for me.
Fairul left me.
& i have lots of problems.
& the most saddest thing is.
Today is actually our 8 months together.
:'(

Yes.
Im smilling & trying to change things.
But i just cant.
Bcos he mean everything to me.
We do things that other couples wont.
We have the same chemistry.

I just wont forget those memories.
Eventhough you hurt me this much.
I still do love you like how i used too baby.
Eventhough i know,
For now your trying to avoid me.

Maybe for you, i meant nothing.
But for me, my world is you.
:'(

* Happy 8 months*
:'(
i still love you.




tc humans.
Life is very hard on me nowadays.
:'(

Washhupp mama.
Ok humans.
Time is very bad nowadays.
But.
My gfs/ family members.
They help me alot.

Well, life have to move on.
I cant stuck on him right?
Well, to think back.
He doesnt worth my time actually.
Only girls that wouldnt know him would be with him.
Hahaha, maybe for a few months?

Maybe he`s lucky to get a girl like me huh?
Heee.
Well, im thinking the bright side of life.
Partying, laffing.
Doing all my stuff.
Im goin to be like what i am.
Im not ending my life just bcos of you gundu!
Maybe on that point of time, Yes i did think that way.
But come on larrrr.
Hahahha.

Its hard... But.
im gonna forget him..
I dunnoe when.
Let nature take place.
I have all my wonderful gfs/ family around..

Ok, and yes! this thursday.
Im gonna like party like a rockstar.
Maybe will be bringing fadli along?
Hahhaa.
Eu noe i noe girls.
:D

Klarh humans.
Tats all!

Im single.
I hate you.
Thanks for dissapearing with all my things.

But thanks to my dearest gf.
Who give me soo much strength to move on.
I love you girls.
Thanks for those effort to come down to my house.
Im sorry to make you girls worried as hell.
Dont worry, i wont die so soon.
:D

bye humans.

Hello humans.
Saturday went kak noi house.
House warming.
Meet all my relatives.
Talk2.

At night meet him, inah , ahmad .
Lepakk .
But for awhile only uh .
Then....

The next day.
We plan to go to bugis, town.
But last minute change.
As kak ija boyfy wants to tag along.
So as my lil rascal boyfy.
So,
We went suntec city,
Followed by vivo.
Meet his friends.
& as usual, we argued for awhile.

& today.
Meet inah, again him.
Argue big time.
But, after we meet, we try to compromise.
So, we did.
I hope that arguements wont happen again.
Cause , its really bad.

& now, actually im bored.
Dunnoe what to do.
Thats why i update.
Hahaha.
Wednesday going for interview with gfs.
Hopefully i`ll get the job.
Insyallah ..
:)
Klah humans.
Nites.



** & he said, nothing is beautiful than me.. :)

Yuhooo!
Sorry for the late update.
:D

Today watch movie.
TRANSFORMER.
:S
Went with boyfie,Kid,Ina.

We were expecting the movie to WOW us.
But......
Dissapointing.
Firstly because, we HAVE to get the second FRONT ROW.
Pinggang saket jack!
:S
The movie was so draggy.
I still prefer the first movie.
THAT WAS WOW!

After movie, had our late dinner.
Lepak, drink!
As usual he always want to get me drunk.
But too bad, i wont.
Its not because im a good drinker.
Its just that .
I dont like to do this activities with my bf.
Mcm tak best gitu.
Jager conduct ok.
I only drink till i drop with my gfs.
:D

So.. the drinking session was a bit bored.
So.....
At 2.
We went off.
& before that took some pictures.





So... I did have a good time with him.
Its been a long time i had this feeling .

Thanks for the movie love.
:D

& today i ask one stupid question.
By asking.
Me ; biler kiter break agak nyer eh?
Him ; Biler kiter mati. Till death do us apart. -.-
Jawapan typical.
Tapi sweeet jugak.
Susah nak dgr die ckp gini.
LOL.

Klah humans.
Aku nak tido.
Besok maybe gi dblo gan ina.
:D

Nyte.


** nothing could replace the love that we`v built ..

Yuhoooo!
Sorry for the late update and relinks.
My blog got something wrong.
Hahaha.

Been spending time mostly at home now.
:(
Bored lah, what to do.
Tuesday my court.
Aiyaaaa . Si beh sians . :((

Actually dont noe what to update.
Hahahaha.
Thats all i think .
:D

I MISS YANABAYBE.
ahahhaha.
Ako rindu time keje gan kau.
:D

MISSS YOU LIKE CRAZYYY.


& lastly.
** HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY BABY :D

I LOVE YOU.
will always.
:D



Tats all fox.

Hallo people.
Sorry late update.
Heeeeeee.
Erm.
Speaker rosak.
:(
Very marah ok this one.
Cannot hear my songs!!

Been meeting him nowadays.
ERRR.
hahaha.

Niwaes, i miss my gfs.
Serious.
Mcm rindu nak ketawe kuat-kuat dgn dorang.
Dorang lah yang selalu make my day ok.
:D

Hope to meet them soooooon!
Tomorrow maybe pipi going to sleep my house!!
Yeahhhh , tido umah nini !
:D
Aku dah lah tk boring2 lagi .
hehehe.

Niwae, im going to dye my hair to dark brown or black soon.
1st thing bcos of i wanna find a job real soon.
2nd , he keep on complaining that i look like one minah & not only him, many says that.
So,
Im going to really dyed it to some dark coulour okay.

Klah, im abit shag now.
& a bit hungry.
Been eating like pig nowaday.
Hahaha
Makin bertambah laah babat aku ni.
Tapi tkper, cute k.
Hahahhaa.
Diam k. biar aku puji diri aku sendiri.
DIAM.

& yes, mama bought a web cam.
She called it camera web.
HAHAHAH.

So, ako try2 lah dgn org msn aku.
Hheehe.
Die ni kwn biase je.



ni die. hahahha

kLA.
AKU ngantok
bye asshole.

Kalao kau tk suke bace pasal life aku.
Dont even bother to remember whats my blog link k.
Atau nak seybok2 click2 name aku yng cute tuh.
bye

**im trying to be very patient.. :)