Happy birthday Sister Darling.
Sorry if i dont have anything for you yet.
But.. For sure, im blissful to have someone by my side.
Regardless in any situation.
When Im down, You bring me up.
When i need someone , you`re the first one to be there.
For all my 19 years of life being your sister.
All i could to is to be very thankful to have someone like you.

You treat me like one small kid.
Eventhough im 19 and big enough to take care of myself.
You would protect me from any harm.
You wouldnt bare to see me suffer,
Regardless in anything.
Especially when im hungry.

When im moodless,
You will try your best to be very patient with me.
When im rude to you,
You try to talk to me nicely.

I just dont need to tell you whats wrong with me.
By my face expression, you would know.
No one could understand me like how you did for this past years.

Im sorry if your 22nd birthday doesnt sastify you.
I promise you...
I`ll make it up to you..

Your the best sister i could have in my whole life.
I love you kakak.
:)


This month is a very bad month for me.
Fairul left me.
& i have lots of problems.
& the most saddest thing is.
Today is actually our 8 months together.
:'(

Yes.
Im smilling & trying to change things.
But i just cant.
Bcos he mean everything to me.
We do things that other couples wont.
We have the same chemistry.

I just wont forget those memories.
Eventhough you hurt me this much.
I still do love you like how i used too baby.
Eventhough i know,
For now your trying to avoid me.

Maybe for you, i meant nothing.
But for me, my world is you.
:'(

* Happy 8 months*
:'(
i still love you.




tc humans.
Life is very hard on me nowadays.
:'(